Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Hi guys,
I've been getting depressed since yesterday, crying a bit again. I think I know why - I was just reminded again of my 'miscarriage'. It's in my journal. I also had a pulmonary embolism after that (after many other complications), and now I'm on a blood thinner, and I can't try for another baby until next April. I'll be 36 then. Plus my BP is so out of control, am I going to be able to get through yet another pregnancy without drugs? I feel too unstable for that now. I feel to unstable for pretty much anything now. I still can't work properly, though it's been ~5% better lately.
Just felt like reaching out.
I've been getting depressed since yesterday, crying a bit again. I think I know why - I was just reminded again of my 'miscarriage'. It's in my journal. I also had a pulmonary embolism after that (after many other complications), and now I'm on a blood thinner, and I can't try for another baby until next April. I'll be 36 then. Plus my BP is so out of control, am I going to be able to get through yet another pregnancy without drugs? I feel too unstable for that now. I feel to unstable for pretty much anything now. I still can't work properly, though it's been ~5% better lately.
Just felt like reaching out.
I just look around and I see that I cannot do things that other people do, even when not manic. That friend of mine is NOT manic. No sir. But she gets stuff done. Why can't I just function?
I can't wait to see my future new pdoc. She listed 'women's issues' as one of her specialties/areas of interest. I hope she may be more helpful and understanding.