I can't focus well enoigh to study for finals right now...dont want to wake hb or the birds..

This is the most maddening thing LOL Being up and full of energy and all you wanna do is dance and sing, but you can't :( I do not know......I have to go to Wal Mart and walk even if it is 3am by myself. I know scary but I got some pretty kick ass ninja moves :P

Lol how did you know i just wanted to sing and dance! ;) Lol i was having a great time til it was bedtime for everyone else. I thought about leaving the house but then decided to wrap presents instead. I wish i could focus my energy on studying but thhats too boring..i have finals next week.

I'm picturing my own ninja moves and thats pretty funny hehe. Funny I'm not fearful of that stuff right now. Feels good to feel good for a change...hopefully i won't crash and burn...neither on the ground or like Icarus in the sun.

Watch some you tube vids :) You may have to cover your mouth and laugh silently but cute, fat babies, laughing or doing funny things is the best :) I cry too some because of my infertility but it is just awesome LOL

im up too watching Moonstruck w cher and nicholas cage such a great movie

Yeah movies are a great idea :) Got Netflix?Hulu? Any of that and there are all kinds of things you can watch.

Wow haven't seen that one in a while...good to see u around agaun mysavior05...i was wondering where u were when i came back on

Gotta love Netflix!

Iv been up for days now with just short naps here n thr. It does suck whn everyone is tryin to sleep. It also sucks whn my husband accuses me of bn on drugs bcuz my bp is makn me not sleep or eat.
Whn I cant sleep I play on my kindle fire. Usually games, but sometimes ill get online or even read a book lol. I like to make lists of things to do, they don't usually get done but it gives me a feeling of being on top of things. Sometimes ill try to do some quiet cleaning.
My husband would trip the f**k out if I left to go to wmart lmao.
Best thing for me is to have someone to tlk to.

Netflix is awesome and I am a fan of documentaries. I used to be very hateful toward homosexuality and I watched the documentary called "Wish me Away" by Chely Wright and it made me cry. Been raised to hate gay people and I am around alot of homophobes and sadly I have struggled with my sexuality secretly all my life (I am in the bible belt so that one really hit home). Anyway too of course the Bob Marley documentary is great and several others. I love Indie films to death too LOL

I have an aunt who stays up late i sometimes txt. Haven't been in the mood to talk to her tonight ..i think i worry her. My hb is just like be quiet...i was tryimg to get him to play a game with me...then he's snoring ha!

Documentaries can have a profound effect on a person. I rarely get to watch stuff like that..my hb likes anime and comedies ...he won't get into anything dramatic or serious..his adhd makes it hard for him to focus on that stuff.

i love watching movies on tv cable or at the movies i have been watching so much tv lately!! thats great watching documentaries you really learn so much about other ways of life others cultures etc. i think of the name of it but recently it was on about how women in the middle east are treated and not able to receive education and how they have this whole underground world just so they can learn ..
yea i was gone for a while for most of the spring summer and fall.. just came back few days ago i left in may when i had all the surgery and had more surgery and complications........didnt recover until mid july than i spent the rest of the time trying to catch up on the summer i missed than the hurricane no power its been crazy now I've been sick so its forced me to stay in bed and chill out!!!

i love watching YouTube videos about the worst, funniest... auditions for American Idol...some are hilarious!

Hey Phoenix-Can you bottle up that energy and send it over here?? LOL!! I have so little energy, bad diet, smoking and chemo meds have my ass wiped!! Even though I have all that going on I am still happy. Glad you are happy too!!