Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Not to rain on your parade but I would ask myself if I was overly manic or overly depressed befor making changes. As you said you use this as a way to get away and hide/change. My friend went for some tats and some priecings and I know she is manic even thougth she wont admit even being bp (she is classic)
Hair is one thing you can always change back or fix. Updates to your wardrobe doesnt have to mean a new you. You are perfect the way you are. Self improvement needs to be seen as just that. Maybe you husband loves you just as you are and you should take that as a compliment. Talk to him and tell him you need a change and see what he would like to. Include him in the change and maybe it will make some sparks for you both.
As for the boob job IM right there with you :P only I want less not more and perky ;p (TMI)
i could use one too!
Wearing a funny hat works wonders.
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