Guys I just don't think I can or want to do this anymore. I'm not talking about death but I can no longer tolerate people at all. I want to scream at the top of my lung. I want to wail and break things. I want to liveon some island where it is only me. I think I hate the people in my life. If I ever loved them at all. They are vampires but they suck your soul rather than your blood. I know my meds are not working but I cannot continue to surround myself with lazy, unmotivated, uncaring, believe any lie just to avoid the truth kind of folks. I think it is making me sicker, if not unable to get well. I must come up with a plan to extract myself from the morons. I don't suffer fools well. I have had to pay dearly for every mistake I have ever made, every harsh word spoken and I just can't watch this become the rest of my life. I am already unhappy where do I expect to be in two years. Any thoughts or incouragements would help. My pdoc has asked me not to make any major disicions right now but it seems my only road out. Thanks for listening.