Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PvdVGAasrA
This hits home for me, sounds exactly like what I have been/am going through.
He talks about blinking and seeing the light, it feels like that if I could just do that (find the one thing or feel the one thing) so I could see the light I would finally "feel" what I think/should feel about life and my life would be much better.
Not saying this would solve all my problems or not make me need medication anymore but would just make things SOOO much better.
I felt like I have been there before a few times. Reading something, seeing something on TV, or just thinking something, and it feels like I am just about to have an epiphany and I get SOOO close, but I do not see/cant make that final step to realize it.
I have read books, read stuff online, tried many things and some of them make me feel like all I need is ONE thing to hit me (like in the song) then I would be much better, just never reach that point.
This hits home for me, sounds exactly like what I have been/am going through.
He talks about blinking and seeing the light, it feels like that if I could just do that (find the one thing or feel the one thing) so I could see the light I would finally "feel" what I think/should feel about life and my life would be much better.
Not saying this would solve all my problems or not make me need medication anymore but would just make things SOOO much better.
I felt like I have been there before a few times. Reading something, seeing something on TV, or just thinking something, and it feels like I am just about to have an epiphany and I get SOOO close, but I do not see/cant make that final step to realize it.
I have read books, read stuff online, tried many things and some of them make me feel like all I need is ONE thing to hit me (like in the song) then I would be much better, just never reach that point.
he would say...just be happy...dont be negative or angry...all you have to do is just do it..like flipping a light switch on.
I have felt that i would be so close to figuring it out but would not get to that final step to realize.
your not alone