Oh please don't

Thinking and doing are two very different things.

Try and find someone to talk to (including US !)

This too shall pass
hugs
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Please call 1-800-suicide

There is help, trust me, I called just a few nights ago

Hugs. x

Thinking about it sometimes gives us a "false sense" of relief for a brief period. Wanting to eliminate the "pain" comes with the disorder but our brains are not in a stable place. If you focus on how you feel when stable then you can wait this out and know that it will pass.......(((Hugs)))

Sounds like it's time to reach out to your Pdoc, your family, us, maybe a crisis hotline -- anyone and anything to help you stop thinking about suicide. Again.

I'm sorry that you were home alone all weekend. Doesn't sound like this is the best time for you to be alone. Are you still alone? Call a friend or a crisis hotline, if you are. There's a link at the bottom of the page to some hotlines.

Don't give up hope, Allie!!!! With the right treatment, it's quite possible for you to live a happy and full life, even if you do have to work at it a bit harder than other people do!!!!

And don't turn to the pills, as in taking too many. The horror stories you hear are true. You think things are bad now. Taking too many pills can leave you alive but in much, much worse shape physically. Forever.

Your energy and actions are much better spent in trying to better your situation, not ending it!!!

Please stay with us!! You're too precious to lose!! (((((Hugs)))))

you can be left with serious and permanent brain damage if you don't succeed don't think about this at all .
what's up ?

Maybe I should call a hotline. I just want to take lots of pills and die. I don't want to end up in the hospital though. I have been there enough. i don't want to scare people.

Don;t take the pills and do call the hotline. No one is gonna try to put you away just for calling the hotline and sounds like you really need to. I'm glad you reached out here for support. I've been were you are - so depressed. Only thing that helped me was getting on different/better meds. I hope you can find the help you need so you don't have to continue feeling so crappy. Big (((Hugs)))

Call a hotline, they are very helpful. Seriously, I've done it many times.

hi alliegator
please call a crisis line or get to an er if you start to formulate a plan.
i'm really sorry that you're in that awful place right now.