Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I know I probably need a med adjustment among other things. I'm now scared of opening my mouth because I'm afraid I will start saying things that sound retarded. I hope that's out of character for me and people realize it.
I'm having that feeling where I know my brain is off and I can't process thoughts like I normally do. I'm feeling like they are stuck and I'm surprised I can even type this well. Damn for how I'm feeling I know or maybe I'm delusional about it but I can appear normal. I'm just afraid because if something urgent or a bad situation happens right now it will trip me up and cause my brain to freeze up.
I can also feel more hallucinations coming on. I don't know how I know but I can just sense it. I probably wont sleep until day light because once I turn off lights I start going all paranoid and hearing creepy shit.
I don't want to go to the hospital right now. But if it gets worse tomorrow I will let you guys know or something.
sorry getting worse now.
I'm having that feeling where I know my brain is off and I can't process thoughts like I normally do. I'm feeling like they are stuck and I'm surprised I can even type this well. Damn for how I'm feeling I know or maybe I'm delusional about it but I can appear normal. I'm just afraid because if something urgent or a bad situation happens right now it will trip me up and cause my brain to freeze up.
I can also feel more hallucinations coming on. I don't know how I know but I can just sense it. I probably wont sleep until day light because once I turn off lights I start going all paranoid and hearing creepy shit.
I don't want to go to the hospital right now. But if it gets worse tomorrow I will let you guys know or something.
sorry getting worse now.
i wish only the best for you, take good care...
i hate when my mind gets all fuddled and i can't find the right words or that everything comes out wrong when im in that mood i just try and say nothing and smile but it worries me too
When I go manic I try to hide in my bedroom and lay myself still for fear of what I can do. I also take an extra Lithium, and or Xanax and or whatever can calm me down.
I thought I sounded kind of ok but I'm questioning my ability to still make much sense at this point. good night every one even though it's 1 in the after noon here!
I love white noise.