I've noticed that there are two kinds of BPs...the ones who see suiicide as an option and the ones who don't. I find it interesting because someone I know who is BP is the later type, and they say the same thing as normal people "Stop your pity party.." And I can't seem to get it in there head that it's not a pity thing, it's checking down the options to my problems. I'm not afraid of pain and I'm not afraid of death. In fact I am quite curious about it, it's just that I'm also quite curious about alot of things in life too.. lol so does anyone know one of these and have you ever wrote out "the note" just to have in case?
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