Thank you all that replied to my ED post. I brought up my trouble with food in a Zoom support group I attend and was able to get some additional support there. Someone also said there that lack of appetite can be a symptom of hypomania as well and sure enough after some of my hardest days struggling to eat I do seem to spiral into hypomanic symptoms (racing thoughts, trouble sleeping, restlessness especially). I think my eating problems are probably more of a BP thing than an ED. 

I was struggling to get out of bed this morning and my body feels weak and heavy but I managed to get up. My husband gave me some clothes to get dressed and I went to the doctors office to get my new patient paperwork. We got Subway and came home. I hate the days depression leaves me physically feeling weighted down.