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Tempted to use.
I don't know if I'm just at a bad place or what but I'm tempted to use some one else's pills in a non prescribed way. I don't usually feel tempted to use but I just want to sleep so bad. How ever I still think about the consequences of using like withdraw as one example.
I should just flush the pills right?
Still I feel the temptation rearing it's ugly head.
It's opiates if any one wants to know.
I shouldn't have accepted them, I took them a long time ago with out any intention of using them and tonight I found them.
I've been feeling depressed and have trouble sleeping well. Plus I've been scared of sleeping at night again just like I use to after seeing things.
But I thought that sharing this might encourage me to not do it since now some one else knows about it. I'm fighting hard any way.
I don't know if I'm just at a bad place or what but I'm tempted to use some one else's pills in a non prescribed way. I don't usually feel tempted to use but I just want to sleep so bad. How ever I still think about the consequences of using like withdraw as one example.
I should just flush the pills right?
Still I feel the temptation rearing it's ugly head.
It's opiates if any one wants to know.
I shouldn't have accepted them, I took them a long time ago with out any intention of using them and tonight I found them.
I've been feeling depressed and have trouble sleeping well. Plus I've been scared of sleeping at night again just like I use to after seeing things.
But I thought that sharing this might encourage me to not do it since now some one else knows about it. I'm fighting hard any way.
or alone
Have you got NarcAnon where you are? Maybe go to a meeting, after you flush them? I also have a stash, but they make me so sick, I refused them. But not my addiction, fortunately.
Hugs and be well.
Hang in there, you'll be ok w/o these extra drugs
In fact, probably better .
Hugs
No, you shouldn't take them and by your own admission, you already know this.
I hope that by posting here, it helps you to hold firm in your resolve to abstain!!!!
You're not really supposed to flush pills down the toilet, but I think in this situation, it's the best way to go!!!
Try to make yourself do it right now, while you still want to refrain from taking them!!!
I'm so sorry that you are having the sleep problems that you are. I hope you find a healthier, safer way to get a decent night's sleep.
Good for you for coming on here!!! I hope it helps!!!!
(((((Hugs)))))
Opiate addiction is the worst....I have one son who is 35 days sober/clean and my oldest is living in his car a full blown addict. The possible consequences are not worth taking them. Please dump them............xo
we're here, we're sober...we'll help you through this.
I just wanted to let every one know I flushed those pills. I did not use them. Sorry I went awal last night my internet gave out and I couldn't get back on. I went to bed shortly after that.
I'm feeling a little better today.
Thank you for all the love and support.
So glad that today you are feeling better =o)
HUGS
dee =o)