Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
My depression has kicked in. Either not sleeping at all or sleeping for days. Trying to eat but its a struggle. My head is spiralling out and i find myself thinking about very dark thoughts. Suicide has crept into my head. I havent acted on these thoughts but they are definitly there. Im finding everyday tasks overwhelming, things like washing and doing the dishes are extremely difficult for me right now. Im just trying to get through the hours. Take every breath as it comes but its difficult. I feel like im drowning in my sadness. Unable to breath due to the pressure i feel right now. Im shaking and crying all the time. Im not living im surviving and its getting too much.
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Life has been really hard this past year. I'm really feeling down and alone. I can't talk to my family about my depression and anxiety their not very understanding about it. It's really hitting me since my mother passed a few months ago, plus stress from having to eventually move. Also having my niece coming around who suffers bipolar and refuses to take medication for it. Its been...
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When i was in the ER February 16th 2025, i was being admitted to ICU where i was for 3 weeks, then had to relearn to walk for 3 weeks in another hospital rehab floor, the nurse told me something that made me feel for over 18 months now that i was finally *safe*. She told me that the guy who raped and beat me 21 years ago now almost 20 years at that time, was in prison as of a month before that...
You sound seriously depressed.
Are you on meds?
I think you need to see your doctor.
I agree with fish that it sounds like you need to see your doctor....
Big hug.....xo
do you know what you are on?
anyway I think you need to see your doctor asap
When you get to this point of low, its really hard to make it better on your own.