Remeber how i told you all (on thu I think) I had to call 9-1-1 for my mum cuz she messed up her leg and back..they said it was a mussle spaisum and gave her mussle relaxents..uh Ya they havent done to much..I mean she isnt in Dieing pain like she was befor she left..but she still in pretty bad pain were she still crys when she gets up or walk but it hurts her back more to lie down..she says walking helps but hurts her alot..
so its chagned but very little she has barely ate all week since tue cuz its hurt her back so much.
she cant keep on going like this..I CANT..I mean I dont mean to sound like a compelete bitch but I cant sleep!!! our rooms are beside each other she has the t.v bairing 24 hours its never off cuz SHE can sleep with it on(and my dad can but its starting to borther him too)
I very very rarely can fall asleep with the tv and must be beat dead tired..witch IM not cuz I keep hearing my mom SCREAM in pian..nomraly on weekends im at my bfs so nomraly I would be able to get away frum this houses stress but not this weekend my bf has a M test to do this weekend..I dont mind careing for my mum at all and i feel so bad for her and helpless..she really wants to sleep to..but I HAVE TO GO TO WORK today!! i worked on 5 hours of sleep today and that made me depressed and moody I am sure if I only do get 3 hours of sleep i wont be happy( or going in )
uhg i just want my mum to be better this is stressing me out real bad
ya i knoe i get stressed out esay