On DS there is a "emotional & physical " support group.
try to remember no one can do anything to u unless you taught them to do so/allow them &/or let them.
U owe no body anything. I personal will not try to talk to or w a person who is a bully, has additions &/or been drinking. why in the world would I.. it's not to my over all well being to even think about doing so.
I will aburtly leave w/o letting whoever know that I'm going to do so. I will not be suck into disfunk. I only value my MD & P- Dr, P-Nurse, acct., atty. option & advice. They are the only ones that I share my medical & finacial concerns w. other than them it's no one else business, plus my family & friends are just that, they are not my personal dite-tis-ion nor Dr.. why would I bother/burden them w my personal life/issues.
Regarding dam toilet paper in exchange for mental abuse. sigh.If your in US.
Wal mart has 6 rolls of 2ply toilet paper for $1.67 .4 roll 2ply being a wopping 97 freakin cents.versa that with cost of allowing yourself to be abused & long term effect that it has on u.
Student loans assist w school & such household items. There are also charitys who can assist w uiltys/rent/food/ & yes toilet paper.

I'm proud that Shlay is able to get up & go to school & most of all the exceptional great grades.What is your goal/ career to be ?

I barely have enough physical entergy to somewhat shif onto 1 cheek & fart,LOL

Thanks everyone! I ended up cooking dinner and eating. I am going to eat little things throughout the day and try to stay healthy. I know my dad is just worried about me and can't show it well. I'm worried about me too.

Thank you for all of your support. I know now that my losing a bunch of weight in two weeks was not healthy at all and I am going to try to do better.

X's

((((((((((hugs)))))))))) It sucks to have parents harping on us about weight. My parents did that for years so I rebelled and ate EVERYTHING. Then I got on Zyprexa and gained 100 pounds which I am slowly losing (I am doing Weight Watchers). I went to an eating disorder counselor because I am a binge eater and he gave me some great advice. When my parents started in about the weight I was to calmly say, "This really hurts my feelings. I am working on losing it and your support means the world to me." It totally stopped my parents in their tracks and they really let up on it. Good luck and I hope your visit goes well!!

Your weight doesn't make you who you are. I know it is hard to live with because last year I was huge. I went on a diet, sort of like atkins but not really. For one week you eat nothing but protein (meat, eggs, and cheese). The second week you add two helpings (1/2 cup cooked), of veggies to the diet. You must eat three to four times a day and small portions. You have to drink about 8 bottles of water a day. It is hard the first three or four days but after that, especially with the water, I never got hungry. I lost 60 pounds last year on this diet, even with the psy medications. NOw, I just monitor how many carbohydrates I eat every day and it pretty well stays off.

Don't go back to not eating, please. You must have nutrients every four to five hours to be healthy and healthy is more important than appearance. You can lose without starving yourself. If you dad yells at you, just consider that he is just that way, and try ot keep things where he will still help you. But ultimately, you can lose and lose it while being healthy. If you ever need support or to talk you can inbox me anytime!! Good luck!!! EAT and we are all here for you!!