I'm tired. Tired of hurting people with my words. Tired of pushing them away with them. I'm tired of my heart caring about so many people, only to be hurt by them. I'm tired of everyone moving on and me being stuck in a hole. I'm tired of every time I think I've moved on on something, it hits me harder when I least expect it. I tired of people not getting along because they disagree what going to happen after they live instead of just accepting each others differences while we are here. I'm of my heart pounding like this. I swear I don't know how much more tired I can be. To sleep away all this tiredness, I may need to sleep forever. Just venting my frustration, but this pretty close to a suicide note huh?
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