Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I act like I am fine, when really I am not.
You ask if I feel the same way, as I did last night, and I lied and told you I didn't.
I told you I watched a certain movie, and you asked if I cried, I told you, I didn't, but I did.
You ask me if I am having a good day, I told you I am, when I'm not.
I act like there is nothing wrong, when my world is falling apart.
Deep inside, behind this smile, there are tears, tears that I'm trying to hide.
If I let you in, than you will see, that all of this is an act
and I am not as strong, as I claim to be.
Acting is like a way of life for me, lately.
I act like I'm fine.
I act like its all okay
and I act like there is nothing wrong.
What does a girl, have to do, to find someone to trust
someone to believe in
someone who believes in her
but most of all, someone who I can count on.
I act like there is nothing wrong, when my world is falling apart.
Deep inside, behind this smile, there are tears, tears that I'm trying to hide.
If I let you in, than you will see, that all of this is an act
and I am not as strong, as I claim to be.
A smile to hide the pain
Is my way of things
and a Rose to hide the tears
is the way of my life.
You ask if I feel the same way, as I did last night, and I lied and told you I didn't.
I told you I watched a certain movie, and you asked if I cried, I told you, I didn't, but I did.
You ask me if I am having a good day, I told you I am, when I'm not.
I act like there is nothing wrong, when my world is falling apart.
Deep inside, behind this smile, there are tears, tears that I'm trying to hide.
If I let you in, than you will see, that all of this is an act
and I am not as strong, as I claim to be.
Acting is like a way of life for me, lately.
I act like I'm fine.
I act like its all okay
and I act like there is nothing wrong.
What does a girl, have to do, to find someone to trust
someone to believe in
someone who believes in her
but most of all, someone who I can count on.
I act like there is nothing wrong, when my world is falling apart.
Deep inside, behind this smile, there are tears, tears that I'm trying to hide.
If I let you in, than you will see, that all of this is an act
and I am not as strong, as I claim to be.
A smile to hide the pain
Is my way of things
and a Rose to hide the tears
is the way of my life.
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My 6mo twin DD's are EBF and just started rice cereal on the first. Everything has been going fine except this morning one of them had a diaper rash (lots of redness around her anus). I read this as one of the signs of an allergy. BUT I did just buy a different brand diaper yesterday (which they have used randomly before w/no issues). Do you think its the cereal or the diaper? Im ready to start...
I've been in jail, mental hospitals more times than I can count, hit rock bottom and been on cloud nine and Jesus is always there to share in my pain or share my joy. I've come to learn that we can talk to Him just like we talk to our best friends. That's all He really wants anyway, to be our friend, to have a relationship with us.
I love you and I am praying for you. Btw- I love your username. It's beautiful. And your song/poem was wonderfully written and truly touching. I used to feel the same way until I encountered the real Jesus and began to be honest with Him.
This is really good...sad but good, you have some talent, that something to be happy about.
HUGGERS
dee