Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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So done with my bf and his family

Braveredhead
Braveredhead

I didn't get any sleep last night.  I don't want to get up and deal with my bfs mother and family who hate me today. I don't want to be with my bf anymore. My son has a soccer game today but I don't want to go. I am tired. My bfs mom had my son.  It's hard to deal with how mean she and him and his family are too me.  My son is starting to act that way to me too.  My bf yelled at me and said there would be payback if I didn't go. He is so mean and I'm done. He screams at me. I just want to lay here he's got me upset and I was fine.

Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Hi and Welcome Braver.... Are you bipolar??... Are you unwell at this time?.. It doesn't sound like a great place to be living
I'm glad you've found us... This is a great group... big hug....xo
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
I don't want to be selfish anymore.
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
I am always talking about me. I never think of anyone else and I am always miserable. I'm even doing it now. I feel like I make everyone else miserable oo.
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
Maybe I was lying in my post and maybe I am the one with the problem. There's a good reason why his mom and family hates me and I need to quit whining about it and get over it. And she said she doesn't hate me. I should have gone to my sons soccer game I came and it was over and I shouldn't have done that to my son. I should have gotten up and gone this morning. I was being selfish again.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Are you bipolar sweetie??... If you are bipolar and unwell it's no different then haven't any other type of illness and being unwell... You need treatment for the illness..
Beating you up for being sick isn't reasonable... Would you bash someone for having diabetes or heart disease??.. This is born of ignorance and it's emotional abuse...
polarbare
polarbare
It sounds like you have depression ... Don't be so hard on yourself ... It's hard to be motivated ... Your not selfish if your not well ... You love your son he will understand ... And your bf and his mom should treat you well... Respect you .... I hope you feel better soon ((hugs)) polar
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
I haven't treated people right and it hurts inside
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
I haven't treated my bf right. I can't deal with the guilt
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
I have so much guilt and I'm confused
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
I hurt inside I'm so sad and my legs hurt so bad
Braveredhead
Braveredhead
My heart hurts I'm so empty
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
It sounds to me like you need to make an appt with your doctor.... Big hug...xo
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