Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Alliegator 04/03/2013

I am feeling resentment towards the people who love me because not wanting to cause them pain is the only thing between me and suicide.

justletmebe 04/03/2013

Wow, I totally get where your coming from, I despised my family for not " letting me go "

I'm glad they held on to me, I hope you hang on too

deleted_user 04/03/2013

yeah, can understand that x (been there)

deleted_user 04/03/2013

How would you feel if the shoe was on the other foot Alliegator? You'd hang on too x

heretic 04/03/2013

I don't have anyone who would miss me aside from a few people on DS

It's a privilege to be loved, but I can understand the resentment too. It's a good thing tho since it's keeping you alive, even when you don't want to be.

I hope things get better for you, I'm well medicated and I still wish I was dead - primarily because I have no one who loves me.

deleted_user 04/04/2013

I have been there to, I understand

Shelly4 04/04/2013

I understand Alligator..............maybe ask yourself what you can do to want to live for yourself. It may release your family a little from that responsibility and help you see your world in a better light? xo

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