Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
On reflection I remember being deppressed as far back as 14yrs old and not feeling like I fitted into youth culture at all, that was until the drug culture surfaced in the UK (late 80's) - THEN I fitted in perfectly. My biggest vice now is coca cola, dark chocolate and decaff cino, even those are doing me no good but I gotta have something! gave up beloved red wine as it made me hyper especially when socializing...:(
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I started messing with drugs significantly later than the onset of my symptoms :-/ .....
I personally self-medicate all the time, and make the conscious decision to use drugs to escape. I find people's morals interesting. What is wrong with escapism? Maybe it's just because I'm not much of an addict, but if I over-use I immediately notice that it's no longer helping and stop, and I've done some of the supposedly "most addictive" drugs there are.