Disturbed420

About Me

Just a site that I want to keep a note of for my own personal reference http://www.helpguide.org/mental/bipolar_disorder_symptoms_treatment.htm http://www.helpguide.org/mental/bipolar_disorder_family_friends_support.htm **It's been along time since I have been on here, just trying to get back into coming on here more regularly. I really miss it. ** March 6th/09** I have batteled through depression off and on since i was about 18/19 for along time i was confused to what was really wrong with me. I would go into this deep depression then snap out of it like nothing happened... feeling like i was on top of the world. About 6/9 months ago the idea came about that i may very well be biopolar. I have been on meds for that for about 4 months now and I have noticed a big change. I don't have as many racing thoughts. I can concentrate and focus . I cant even begin to describe how much trouble i have had with school and work because of all this. I thought i was loosing it... one min i'm sad, then angry then happy up and down like a rollar coaster.. fighting to deal with all the emotion. I couldnt remember simple things or process hardly any thoughts.