Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I think that the previous poster is right; there is no "right" way to grieve. We all do it differently. And it makes it even harder when we're already dealing with the emotional mess that is bipolar. It takes time...
I think you are right-- it might be time to see a doctor. And a therapist could help you process your loss and grief.
Hugs to you...