Yes it does very much in my experience. I know I like learning about myself and the mysteries I have buried deep. Plus learning the skills that help heal.

they wont diagnose me with anything
they wont help me anymore than offer me psychotheraphy

they say if i deal with my past i will be more stable.

is this complete bullshit or is it just me.
like fair enough dealing with those issues cant really hurt
but its not going to stop me swinging between
mania and depression to be fair. 8-)

If they see that evidence they may feel you need more treatment. The psychotherapist will see it and record it.

yeah i suppose.

i can understand why they have to take their time with things like this.

but at the same time i am absolutely desperate and in such turmoil its disrupting everything that is stable in my life.
college - home like. im so depressed and incredibly hopeless


all i can hope for is for this psychotherapist to be good enough to understand and help me heal. :/

When do you go? How long will it take to see this therapist?

huge waiting list

im on 2 seperate lists to see which one is quicker

but mum is considering paying.

i cant talk about the abuse when i am hypomanic/normal because
it doesnt affect me then i find it funny and constantly make jokes

but when i hit depression it consumes me, i need to talk about it wihle i am depressed so it needs to be soon because im on anti-D's and will soon pick up. once i do i wont feel low for a good couple of months. tthats a good thing but i need to deal with this first and foremost because every depression that hits me it gets worse. and worse and i cant imagine feeling more depressed than this.