thanks to everyone for your encouraging words :-) I'm very grateful

It was the best night till now although we only got 32 people (can get 80 in max) it wasn't empty though enough room to dance and they have a top part but everyone was downstairs for the act's

Yaniv was good what he played it was all electronic the whole night
the act unit moebius were amazing i got some of it recorded on film and minidisc, someday i'll try and get some of it onto youtube

and the videodj was also really good mad film's cut up and images and underground experimental dance music
they had a good time too they said

we didn't ask a lot at the door so we didn't make much money but it's not what were doing it for anyway just want to see and do something worthwhile

the anxiety is what is killing me every time it paralyses me when I should be out giving out flyers to complete strangers and trying to get them to come I freeze through anxiety and lack of confidence

but I am very happy today just knackered and not hyper :-)

hugs to all T