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I'm pretty sure this is off topic since I'm not referring to our psych meds.
I've been reeeeeally down lately and have managed to get my hands on a couple of old favorites - pain pills and diet pills (not to lose weight, but to bring my down to UP). Oh yes, and Klonopin to come down.
Seeeee, I'm a recovering drug addict/alcoholic - 16 + years off hard drugs, 9 yrs off pot and booze, and I'm stickin to those assertions cuz it's been a darn hard road.
HOWEVER, I know I'm being naughty by taking these pills, even if they are legal, and even if they are prescribed 1 to my hubby, 1 to me.
There seems to come a point where I just am so far down that being a "champion" of the "Say NO to drugs" campaign just ain't that darn important, and feeling anything but hellish is worth being a "failure" and just doing it.
Be easy on me - I'm an old pro at this game and I always, always lose in the end. But it's not the end yet. Ah, the fun and misery to come.
I've been reeeeeally down lately and have managed to get my hands on a couple of old favorites - pain pills and diet pills (not to lose weight, but to bring my down to UP). Oh yes, and Klonopin to come down.
Seeeee, I'm a recovering drug addict/alcoholic - 16 + years off hard drugs, 9 yrs off pot and booze, and I'm stickin to those assertions cuz it's been a darn hard road.
HOWEVER, I know I'm being naughty by taking these pills, even if they are legal, and even if they are prescribed 1 to my hubby, 1 to me.
There seems to come a point where I just am so far down that being a "champion" of the "Say NO to drugs" campaign just ain't that darn important, and feeling anything but hellish is worth being a "failure" and just doing it.
Be easy on me - I'm an old pro at this game and I always, always lose in the end. But it's not the end yet. Ah, the fun and misery to come.
You don't imagine they don't know, do you?
This post - is an opportunity to stop - addiction doesn't go away, its progressive - it will tell you, you don't have a problem, while your fucking up your life...
You want UP? Do things - you do them uncomfortable and without speed.....
If you want to stop smoking crack, put the crack pipe down.... addicts, taking pills, to feel what they "want" - doesn't sound right - in fact, there is no way - this can turn out anything but bad...
right now you have a choice, hence your post - next week your won't...... ((((BIG HUG)))
I'll try and do better next time............ promise : )