Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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The oral part was to draw folks in because I want yall to read what I have to say to yall and I know yall are always interested in sex. I am using my oral skills to love you from my heart. As simple as that!!
Warning: Wear your waders. The shit is gonna get deep!! Before this is over yall may be naming me head of the people that talk too much!!!
My heart is that still small voice that comes from my conscience. My heart is my consciousness. My being. The keeper of my emotions. My lover when I need one. My spirit. My Soul. My spunk. ;) My Christ consciousness. Whatever you wanna call it.
Anyways, my thoughts, my actions, feelings, etc., if I allow them to be shown, are such that you would see into my heart, but for all I am forthcoming with I hold ,oh so much more inside that heart.
I have really poor self image sometimes as depression sets in and I think of all that is wrong with me. What a defect I am. I deflect my feelings alot with the use of humor. That's why I am Zany!!
It may be a true statement from my heart, but it will be followed by lol and then sometimes it really is an lol. I have to laugh at myself when that happens. That's why I exclaim so much!! I am laughing at myself out loud lol.
I think I hide my feelings sometimes because I want to be accepted as we all do by my peers. Beepers are my peers. We are like anchors to each other. I feel tethered to you people, but not obsessive. Not anymore lol. Thank God.
I am not that defect right now. Pot helps me to realize that and to be able to act on my emotions rather than my intellect and still be in control of myself at all times. To voice my heart appropriately according to each situation, person, but to be in perfect control of myself. That is my goal. Is to voice the love the comes from my heart for the people in my life. Here's to us!!!!!!! Dammit man!!! ;)
Love & Big Country Hugs,
Me.
***PS***--I am in no way depressed. Just felt really forthcoming and at peace with myself tonight and wanted to share some of my thoughts with my loved ones here. Peace.
Warning: Wear your waders. The shit is gonna get deep!! Before this is over yall may be naming me head of the people that talk too much!!!
My heart is that still small voice that comes from my conscience. My heart is my consciousness. My being. The keeper of my emotions. My lover when I need one. My spirit. My Soul. My spunk. ;) My Christ consciousness. Whatever you wanna call it.
Anyways, my thoughts, my actions, feelings, etc., if I allow them to be shown, are such that you would see into my heart, but for all I am forthcoming with I hold ,oh so much more inside that heart.
I have really poor self image sometimes as depression sets in and I think of all that is wrong with me. What a defect I am. I deflect my feelings alot with the use of humor. That's why I am Zany!!
It may be a true statement from my heart, but it will be followed by lol and then sometimes it really is an lol. I have to laugh at myself when that happens. That's why I exclaim so much!! I am laughing at myself out loud lol.
I think I hide my feelings sometimes because I want to be accepted as we all do by my peers. Beepers are my peers. We are like anchors to each other. I feel tethered to you people, but not obsessive. Not anymore lol. Thank God.
I am not that defect right now. Pot helps me to realize that and to be able to act on my emotions rather than my intellect and still be in control of myself at all times. To voice my heart appropriately according to each situation, person, but to be in perfect control of myself. That is my goal. Is to voice the love the comes from my heart for the people in my life. Here's to us!!!!!!! Dammit man!!! ;)
Love & Big Country Hugs,
Me.
***PS***--I am in no way depressed. Just felt really forthcoming and at peace with myself tonight and wanted to share some of my thoughts with my loved ones here. Peace.
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upon every sun riseing (at day break )- there's aheart riseing,lol
I sat & pondered. read your post, now I wonder,lol
((((((((((BIG COUNTRY HUGS FROM ONE COUNTRY GIRL TO ANOTHER!!!!))))))))
opp's almost forgot, here's some daisy too :)
glad you are feeling good.
big hugs for my friend over the pond :)
xx