bounced up after a day low have not have sleep since then 3 or 4 days

i do rest at night or early morning why i am up now but no sleep tonight decided to download music downloaded few apps they are trial so have to download a lot before time is up downloaded about 3,000 songs including 2 michael jacksons world tours about 2 hours each

then i had to convert them to mp3  from mp4 then download to flashdrive 32 gbs need new sd card so much downloaded to phone all while taking breaks for crafting on and off

will i ever get out of this cycling doubt it one doc said it could go into remission but he doubted and it has been about 40 years so i doubt it too but on the upside i dont have to worry about getting up to go to work even though i miss it so much it hurts

now to lay down to rest eyes closed in case i sleep but there it is depends on how long i can stay still should bind my hands so they do not get restless lol a thought 

so goodnight all and have some sleep for me