Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

If you are unhappy with your med cocktail have a chat with your pdoc, say why you are unhappy and ask them to explain why they have you on what they do.
If you re post under the 'general bipolar category Angie more people may see your post sweetie.. Big hug...x
If you are cutting yourself something is still wrong
To reiterate, a lot of bipolar people can't take anti-depressants because they either make them manic or make them suicidal, but if you're not on one right now and are depressed enough to be cutting yourself it might be worth a try.
Prozac and before that Wellbutrin have changed my life. I have Schizoaffective Disorder and I have been without a depressive episode since they put me back on the Prozac.
If you feel like you need it, it's a good thing to talk about with your doctor. No one should have to suffer depression alone. There are pills for that.