Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Seriously how much stress does it take to kill you?
I am so stressed out that my physical health is failing. I'm in so much physical pain all over my body right now. My ears are killing me I think I'm getting an infection all over!
I swear my family is trying to kill me! Later when I have more energy I will tell you my long and horrible story of how my whole easter just went horribly a wry. I don't have to commit suicide my family is already helping me die faster than I excepted to.
My daughter just asked me why I end up in the ER every holiday. I was at a loss as how to answer that with out dragging her into a blood bath.
Any how I am just so happy that my daughter had such a wonderful birthday even though my uncle stabbed me in the back for real this time! Like I said I will tell more about that when I'm not half dead and passing out.
huggs to every one I hope your easter was much more peaceful and drama free than mine was.
I am so stressed out that my physical health is failing. I'm in so much physical pain all over my body right now. My ears are killing me I think I'm getting an infection all over!
I swear my family is trying to kill me! Later when I have more energy I will tell you my long and horrible story of how my whole easter just went horribly a wry. I don't have to commit suicide my family is already helping me die faster than I excepted to.
My daughter just asked me why I end up in the ER every holiday. I was at a loss as how to answer that with out dragging her into a blood bath.
Any how I am just so happy that my daughter had such a wonderful birthday even though my uncle stabbed me in the back for real this time! Like I said I will tell more about that when I'm not half dead and passing out.
huggs to every one I hope your easter was much more peaceful and drama free than mine was.
Stress can definitely cause physical symptoms and actual ailments, as well. *hugs* to you; I'd say something cliche like, "don't let the stress get too much for you", but gee, I know how hard that is.
Try whatever tactics you know to relax, because you're going to Need it. It's only Monday. I know people have shared specific ideas for you to help relieve stress; don't put them aside, because they can really Help.
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so he can take the kids away
he said he was glad I didn't flip shit on him.
and no I am not crazy or delusional my uncle really is an asshole!
what he said to me was like a kick in the balls! I've never been so betrayed by my family like that before. I'm ready to yank my kids out of school and skip the state
And, yes. Stress can really do you in. I'm sorry you've had a bad time of it and hope that you recover soon!!! (((((Hugs)))))
Can you take some "me-time?"
I have thought long and hard and I am making no rash decisions. I am now in the long processes of quickly acting while I am still healthy enough to. I am also making a plan of what my wishes are in the event that I become too ill to make sound decisions and or care for my children.
I'm glad my uncle did what he did this week end because it brought to my attention that his plan isn't the plan I have for my children. His ideals do not match my ideals. He may be successful but he focuses way to much on money as a standard of success and I do not agree that, that is the only way to be successful.
I also feel that just because he has financial success does not make him a healthy individual or the best choice for a care taker of my children. Because of this realization I am taking very careful and well planned steps to get my children on the right track so they can learn critical thinking skills and healthy decision making. Whether that is from me or some one else I can't say right now.
The major problem I have right now though is I do not have an individual whom I trust to guide my children the same way I would. I have ever confidence that my guidance is superior to every one else's in my family! But I'm crippled by the uncertainty this illness brings us all.
Still I'm highly motivated when it comes to my children. I am searching for resources that allow access to a person who is both responsible and the best choice to do my job as a parent if the horrifying event that I become too debilitated to do it my self should come true. I'm not being negative how ever planning ahead is important.