I have been feeling very suicidal last day and a half. I have been coming here for encouragement and support continuassly. Reading others posts is great therapy for me, you guys are so great and I love hearing your responses, I have laughed more then once on some. Problem is I called my pdoc today to let him know these awful thoughts racing through my mind but he isn't in till tommorow. I work in hospital in emergency today for 2hrs as volunteer and don't know if I am stable enough to do my shift?! I am a mess and not sure why I'm even writing this....aaahhhh!!!!
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