I have been feeling very suicidal last day and a half. I have been coming here for encouragement and support continuassly. Reading others posts is great therapy for me, you guys are so great and I love hearing your responses, I have laughed more then once on some. Problem is I called my pdoc today to let him know these awful thoughts racing through my mind but he isn't in till tommorow. I work in hospital in emergency today for 2hrs as volunteer and don't know if I am stable enough to do my shift?! I am a mess and not sure why I'm even writing this....aaahhhh!!!!
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...