Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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TexasMade 07/20/2011

Today I'm not doing well I just wonder why I'm here? I do the samething every day I alway's make the wrong decsions It's like I can't think for myself.I feel like everything I do Is wrong and I just wonder what the hell is the purpose ! I'm sorry I'm writing this post I'm usually positive here but Ireally need to get my feeling's out. I wish I could have a normal brain so I would'nt have these feelings,but it is what it is.
Thanks for listening!

deleted_user 07/20/2011

Completely know how you feel, but know it will pass.
I hope you feel better real soon
HUGS
dee

deleted_user 07/20/2011

Hi Texas. I am so sorry you feel this way. It sounds like you are writing my biography! Most of us know exactly how you are feeling. Don't be sorry. You just need a big hug right now: HUUUUUGGGG!

deleted_user 07/20/2011

I can so relate to what you are feeling. You are allowed to let things out like anyone else. Positive is good when you can be but being true to your feelings is important too!

deleted_user 07/20/2011

*hugggs*, Texasmade - yep, we understand. :/

deleted_user 07/20/2011

Everyone here understands that sometimes, you just can't be positive. Sometimes those negative thoughts invade every aspect of your life and take over your mind.

Good that you came here and wrote this post....lean on your friends here who can help you through this.

(((hugs)))

dancingd 07/20/2011

Sorry you are feeling so badly.

I remember the days when my brain felt "right"..****sigh****

deleted_user 07/20/2011

No one should always be "pulled together" just because you are always positive here. You have reached out to so many people, including myself, and I think you deserve to be reached out to too. So rant away, if that makes you feel better, I hope.

Sorry I can't offer much words of advice. I'm going through a difficult period myself. But what I can say is that I can completely relate. I think most of us here do.

Lots of love and light to you!

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