I care... I will message you my new number

Yes, of course we care! Don't listen to those negative thoughts Hanna. It sounds like you should at least call your doc. Maybe even go to an ER if it continues to be bad like this.

I care too kid ! I think that people who don't have first hand knowledge of BP aren't equipped to understand ....and that's why I'm on DS.

I care...I know where you come from. I joined this site because I realized only people going through what you're going through can really understand and be helpful.

Besides, you'll be living with you longer than you'll ever live with anyone else. The only thing that should really matter now is if you care about you and what you're going through.

chin up hun :)

I'm right there with ya.

I think that we understand the fact of the no one cares because we have been through it ourselves.
I went years of thinking that no one cared, found out that people do care it is the fact that time isn't our friend sometimes and we just get in the funk and let that take over.
You have people who care, like family and friends but most like positive things.
I started on here because I thought no one really cared, it took me a few years and alot of negative thoughts later and now I am getting back to being a better me.
Take one thing at a time.
no more no less. It will turn things around.
ttfn AnnieEm

I don't know you and I haven't read all the responses but wanted to encourage you to call a crisis line. They will listen to you vent and it is free of charge. I hope you feel better soon. Hang in there.