He spun a web for me. He created the situation. I was the pawn. he created the situation. With his meanness and anger and smart remarks.  He hurt me. But I'm proud of myself. I stood up for myself. I told him that he hurtful ways he was talking to me make me angry and I want to be at peace.  I told him he created drama for me by saying I am going to keep him up. It's a pattern. I was just trying to resolve the issue and get us back to peace by him admitting what he did was wrong and stop hurting me. Gas lighting I believe is being used by him to control me and my behavior. Telling me what I am going to do before I even do it. So he creates the scenes like in a play to where he makes me seem like I'm the crazy one, questioning my instincts, values, sanity. I have the symptoms. I will not be emotionally abused. I'm gonna keep my eye out for this and write it down to make sure I'm getting this right. I want so much more in like. There's so much more out there! I want man who will buy us a house and take us on vacations, buy me presents and somehow with his connections get my kids with me for good. I need a sexy lawyer.