Okay! So today I went to the docter to see what my blood test came back as..Nomral uh so the chest,numb legs/arms (tiggleing) All in my head..he asked when this happens to me i said randomly and at work and i do think about uh why dose this hurt kinda in my head sumtimes worryin
He says take the clorazpam that I dont like takeing he says i could take one everyday and it not effect my meneroy haha rite..
I will take them when im overly thinking about it (only cuz he said) but not everyday only when i start to worry and nomraly would keep thinking oh i can handle it and kinda talk myself down but not alway fully and i guess im kinda just keeping it in witch physical effecting me..shit well i guess i own sum your rite to sum people I mean I knew its was possabile but i didnt think me.
The docter also said i can add it as a daily thing so I wouldnt have to change meds Uh NO
I told him I WANT a med chanage I dont want to be on these pill (mainly the sodium based ones test say it nothing i still feel it effecting my body) He said ok i'll send you to a p-doc the kind that give pills. for a reasesment on what i should take.(omg i have only asked this for six months and fanliy he listens!!!!)
I would rather be sick for 3 weeks at wrost (if its a bad ween off like last time and I know what im looking for when its hosptail bad mainly when its sick sick like last time) so I kinda feel better if i have to ween off at home cuz i know when it too much. Also Colrazapam apprently will take the edge off weening off symtoms(is that ture?)
I would rather switch pills and have hell who know 6months agin or more stable then contiune in the odd state im in now..YAY so proud of myself I went in there made my ponit and got what i wanted!! now tomrrow to call rogers and make them listen! yay