Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

I often wake up feeling ok, then as the day progresses , I start feeling yucky.
I hope a new Pdoc will be able to get you on some meds that help.
And by the way, most 14 year old girls are very selfish..it's part of their "charm"....they grow out of it , by the time they are 19 { and the time does fly by ! } , they become human again
HUGS
Hope you feel better soon*hugs*
I agree with dancingd, 14yr olds are selfish as all hell. That doesn't mean she doesn't love you, deep down. She's just dealing with being a teenager. You had to once, too.
You're very fatalistic today, and since you're like the rest of us, it could have been brought on by a real something, or a little or imagined something. We, here, all do this to ourselves sometimes. Sometimes it feels so good feeling so bad. Maybe today is one of those days.
But since you're doing lots of posting in a short time, you're in a panic, aren't you? We're all here for you and as long as you remember that we''re here to help you stay strong, you CAN get though today.
There is nothing better than a good Pdoc, I'm lucky enough to have one, and I hope you get one, too! You may also want to look into some counseling.
But know that we're all here for you!
14 year olds are HARD. Am figuring that out right now. As the others have said, they still love ya. And sometimes, with our kids, maybe we're seeing some emotions they're exhibiting based on how they're feeling watching US feeling so bad consistently. NOT that it's OUR fault in any way, just saying...it's hard on the caregivers and children. I betcha anything she loves you.
I'm glad you have both of your kids.
It's good that you have something bright to hold on to.
Wishing you well. XO