Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
So...I stopped taking the meds fearful I was pregnant, since losing two already I just can't face that again....well yesterday I started feeling really strange physically, and my hands were shaking and I was dizzy. I guess I thought that the depakote and wellbutrin were not habit forming so no withdrawel symptoms would come from stopping..and I'd only been on them for a little while, right? Ok...irrational thinking is won that one I guess. My moods are all over the place and I fear everytime I take the meds I'm hurting a possible pregnancy.
I know I'm obsessing about it, but I can't stand this waiting so I can feel safe taking my meds.
I try to tell myself what will be will be, but that brings me little comfort. I havent'ever liked the "what will be" outcome.
Right now my doc appt isn't until the 14th. And I am suppose to go back to work on the 12th. I just can't see all of this happening. aaaahhh
I know I'm obsessing about it, but I can't stand this waiting so I can feel safe taking my meds.
I try to tell myself what will be will be, but that brings me little comfort. I havent'ever liked the "what will be" outcome.
Right now my doc appt isn't until the 14th. And I am suppose to go back to work on the 12th. I just can't see all of this happening. aaaahhh
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Happy start-of-the-week!!!! I have work in a couple hours. Rocket is being a stinker over here refusing to finish his breakfast which is most unusual. I will give him a few millk bones before I have to leave for work and some kibble in his bowl. What is something you are looking forward to? For me, I am look forward to seeing my therapist tomorrow and my prayer meeting is on tuesday
Mon, wed, Fri or following wk.
Most otc test price is 10 to 30ty $'s
not being on p-meds can run 1/000's of $'s
cost of child is over a mil.
does BP run in your family tree,just wondering.
Peace & comfort to you xxxxxx
No bipolar runs in my family, yeah I know where you're going with that. I actually had about 8-10 years of non medicated non depressive non manic time period...i have mixed states so apparantely it mixed just right for a while or something who knows. They could do a blood test but its the fact of getting in to see someone. Next week I can do hpt. I will call the doc tomorrow..it will be my first meeting with him, first appt on 14th..maybe they can advise over the phone or move appt up. In the meantime yes i will use a bc method...i'm just so stressed about it..its hard not to obsess about it..