It's been about two months since I saw a psychiatrist since he had to run back home out west and I had to go and get a referral from my family doc. I think he made a big mistake taking me off of abilify because since that happened I've been going through some pretty bad rapid cycling and the depressions have been pretty bad, with a lot of suicidal ideation invading my thoughts. Now I have to see another new doc and my anxiety is ramping way up, until I crash and start all over again. I hope this doc will use my input and not just throw me onto the medication roller coaster.
I'm not sure why I'm writing other than just yelling out for some help. Is anyone else going through this situation?
It's a hard road to tread seeing another doctor again so soon after I got used to this one. This will be my third psych doc in just five or six months and the cycling it's putting me through has me not eating and just pacing around until I fall asleep for fourteen or so hours. This is hard to bear.