Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

Sorry you having a hard time. I would talk to your doctor, hes not going to put you in the hospital. Wanting to harms things would be very scary, I really think you need to talk.
I wish you the best
HUGS
dee
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