Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
That's right, I survived another year!
My pills showed up yesterday so no panic attacks today! YAY.... boy its been tough*sigh*
But fear not because I am in good spirits. Got a card from my real dads Mom. It. was kinda funny cause when I saw it I burst into tears and I can't read it because its in German. Well my pills showed up at the same time so I was crying and trying to comprehend the German (which I can't) and then I realise my pills are there and I was like "screw German!" Okay so you had to be there...
Anyways, I have decided that this year I am going to do more things. I will not lock myself away in fear. I went to the beach on Thursday and it was wonderful! I am still hurting but I have all this color that I never have cause I stay inside. I look freakin awesome!
Well just wanted to share the good mood...I need to drink my coffee now *yawn* :D
My pills showed up yesterday so no panic attacks today! YAY.... boy its been tough*sigh*
But fear not because I am in good spirits. Got a card from my real dads Mom. It. was kinda funny cause when I saw it I burst into tears and I can't read it because its in German. Well my pills showed up at the same time so I was crying and trying to comprehend the German (which I can't) and then I realise my pills are there and I was like "screw German!" Okay so you had to be there...
Anyways, I have decided that this year I am going to do more things. I will not lock myself away in fear. I went to the beach on Thursday and it was wonderful! I am still hurting but I have all this color that I never have cause I stay inside. I look freakin awesome!
Well just wanted to share the good mood...I need to drink my coffee now *yawn* :D
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I find myself going places in the car and not wanting to get out of the car. I come back home and I don't want to get out of the car. I think it's the only time I spend reflecting. Chronic tiredness from Long Covid plus the immunosupressing meds for my Crohn's is slowing me down but everything just seems a massive effort. I am dealing with the paperwork following my father's death but it's not...
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Wow, it's the middle of the week already!Today is our 11 year anniversary, so we're going out to a nice dinner. I'm losing a lot of sleep these days, hence a wonky schedule and uncomfortable feelings. But I know it will pass, eventually.I hope all of you have a peaceful day, and may good things come your way!
xoxo