Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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meme88 07/31/2009

Hahaha my anxity has go me to the ponit think my blood prusser is too high and then stupidly went for a hot bath HAHAHA witch when u think it hi arent spossed to do..anyway got out was ok then bent down to pet my puppy she was waiting outside the bathroom..and BAM dizzness now the anxity has really kicked in not the same anxity as im use to well i should be now but i dont like takeing clorazpam for this not this kinda its just me being parandio..I need my friends :'( and my mum and dad arent here for a week 30 annsery so i know thats what made the worrying start..its so fucking sad at 20 i cant stay alone for a week cuz im afrid(bad place to live yes but still) so we got a friendly friend to spend the time with me and wacth the dog..mainly the dog i'll be at my bf for most the time(long weekend)
ah ..i think im manic i was feeling so good all day..wait hungery my body need food thats why im swinging befor that i was just happy now my body like wtf feed me..i need to talk to sumone :/

deleted_user 07/31/2009

Oh sweetness- you're dealing with so much.

You were starting to do a lot better too :( I'm glad you have someone staying there with you- so youre not going to be alone. I hate being alone in my house, this one not too bad, but the last place I lived it freaked me out. It was an old creaky house with stairs that were super dark and scary. EEEK

It sounds like you really just need to eat. Get some carbs and protien ok? (((hugs))))

meme88 07/31/2009

i think thats what i have come too that i need food cuz thats when this all got bad
im haveing potta and onions baked..i need sum meal pre cooked trukey to munch on after to bad i didnt think of it befor..oh well..my mum is feeling alot better now still sore..today been my best day in a while..i should be fine after food.. wow i never noticed how much it effected me

deleted_user 07/31/2009

I'm the same way. Plus if I don't sleep well then I don't eat the next day- it's a vicious cycle.

I hope you feel better after the food! ((((BIG HUGS))))

meme88 07/31/2009

wow i honestly cant believe how much food and working out helps..i missed yesterday but walked 2 hours the day befor that..and should do atleast sumthing today..eating and working out seems to be the hardest for me but also it well worth it

meme88 07/31/2009

Okay..maybe no work out..i still think my face it red..if only someone could tell me..if only my dog knew lol

deleted_user 07/31/2009

Hope eating helps u to feel better. It's hard being alone, I'm 52, and still have trouble dealing with being alone.
Glad ur spending the weekend with ur bf. hugs,tedi

deleted_user 07/31/2009

I would just relax- the redness will go away in a little bit probably.

Are you feeling better after the food?

meme88 07/31/2009

its helped mentaly ..now i just have to think my face isnt red cuz i cant tell my paranido will make me think yes even tho it would be cuz im becomeimg stuffed up frum allergys..
my dog is the big est suck rite now laying on the bed with me riet up close..could be i was just eating LOL

deleted_user 07/31/2009

lol Our youngest cat, Zeke, is a snuggle monster. If I cry or start to freak out he runs over and lays on me. He's saved me more times than I can count. He'll walk over and headbutt me unil I stop crying and pet him.

We rescued him and the world would be much sadder without him in it.

ZanyBeeper 07/31/2009

Glad you are starting to feel better meme. Have a good night. Hugs.

walkingthewhiteline 07/31/2009

I'm almost 40 and would dread spending a week alone.

Back when I had family, before I was officially mental, my brother, nephew or niece would stay with me if my husband went out of town. I couldn't handle being alone for a night. Once my elderly parents came to spend the night when my husband was going to be away.

It's funny they didn't mind seeing me as a big baby-they just can't handle mental.

I still need someone to stay with me.

When my oldest was young and my husband would go away, I'd ask him if he wanted to sleep in Mom & Dad's king size bed.

Just hearing his peaceful little breathing would help settle me. So I had my brother in the house and my toddler in bed with me.

You are not as bad off as I am.

T

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