Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Intense depression

Jenniferswe
Jenniferswe

I was starting to feel better but a few days woke me up all panicky about something.  It turned out to be not that big a deal but he still got me all stressed out.  Of coarse this caused me to backslide into severe depression.


I think I'm reverting back to childhood fears of abandonment.  A terrible and lonely feeling.  


I would like to move forward but my body lacks the strenght.  My mind is so filled with fear, it does't know what to do.


I've had my medication adjusted and have had a session with my therapist.


I don't know how long I can  go on feeling like this.

Sunshinegirl0228
Sunshinegirl0228
My only advice is to see if you can schedule therapy more than once a week. That’s helped me in the past
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Big hug for you Jennifer..... It can take time unfortunately to get the med tweaks to work out the way we need need them to

I've struggled with panic before and it's miserable.... There is stability to be had though.... Please don't lose sight of that..... xo
Jenniferswe
Jenniferswe
Thank you both. Hugs.
SullenKitty
SullenKitty
I'm bipolar 1 and I get bouts of crippling paranoia, guilt and anxiety. I even have panic/anxiety attacks sometimes. Maybe its a side effect of the meds or maybe it's just the bipolar, I'm not sure. But for me it's often short lived and the next day or sometimes even a few hours later I'm feeling better. Maybe your feelings will be short lived as well. Hang in there.
Jenniferswe
Jenniferswe
Thank you Kitty
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