My knees hurt so bad that I am not sleeping well. That, in turn, is causing my mood to be unstable. My orthopedic dr just tells me that I am too young and too overweight for knee surgery. WTH. I have no quality of life right now. I guess it doesn't matter. I have to start a new job on Monday and I pray that I can make it through the day without anybody noticing that I can barely walk when I stand up. I am miserable. I wish I could just die in my sleep, oh but wait, I would actually BE asleep. And that isn't happening very well anymore. I can't deal with this. I am angry about it. I am still TRYING to go to the gym at least twice a week. I practically cry when I am doing cardio because it hurts so badly. I just feel like giving up.
I am new to this group. Is this group for only people who have bipolar or can it be someone who is dating someone who is bipolar?
I cycle 2-4 times a month with my meds and 1-2 without. I've read that my cycling speed is fast and less common. I can cycle by the day if there is enough stress, but thankfully I rarely experience much stress as I live alone and am on disability. What about y'all?