no, dont do that. Many of us are there right now. Please, just dont do anything crazy! I wish I had more comforting words, but...."for this to shall pass" I live by that. My daddy taught it to me.

Don't do that. You will be ok. You will get through this. You are 19 and have so much to live for. When I was 17 I took a whole bottle of pills my parents found me and rushed me to the emergency room they pumped my stomach and saved my life. When I came to I realized I had an illness but I had so much to live for. Do you have people in your life close to you? Anyone who can help you through times like this? Your post tonight showed me that you are crying for help. You wouldn't of posted if you didnt' want someone to help. I'm not trying to sound preachy but dude I have been there. I hope this helps you a little. Please feel free to respond I'm here. Hugs

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Notice that it is a feeling. In reality I doubt you are "fat and worthless"
but it's a feeling that needs to be dealt with in a positive way. Please don't do this to yourself. Life is where all the good stuff happens so don't let that go.

hey we all been is this position just relax take a breath and realize your not alone it helps me knowing i got others that care for me and even thou ive tried killing myself plenty of times and let them down they still stayed by my side even till today

I'm all alone in my apartment. no one would know I did anything until tomorrow. I have never been in this situation before.....its very tempting.

Allie- you're in a state. Remember this and try to distance yourself from your mood. For one, you certainly don't look fat from your photo, not like that would be reason to kill yourself but it shows you're not thinking straight.
I'm sorry you're feeling so shitty- I hope the mood passes, but if it doesn't, make sure you call someone before you start acting on anything.
You can get through this; just remember it's a bad state of mind.

If I don't kill myself then you can't kill yourself. Deal OK?

If I don't kill myself then you can't kill yourself. Deal OK?

You are absolutey beautiful and you have no reason to be ashamed of yourself. You really don't want to kill yourself. Your mood will pass. I suggest you just try to distract yourself call a friend call a family member watch tv anything that will keep you from dwelling on how awful you feel. you won't feel like you do right now forever this mood shall pass.

Hey Allie, a bunch of us here have stood with our toes over the edge and decided not to die just yet. Life can be amazing as well as full of pain.

If that is indeed your picture in your avatar, you are an attractive woman. You've got a beautiful smile. Don't worry about pounds, they can come off.

Now please for us, do the following:
1. talk to one of us, let us talk you down.
2. call a friend or family member and go stay with them.
3. if you are really on the edge, call 911 or go to a hospital.

Ok, so talk to us, tell us what's going on. Maybe somebody here will have some ideas as to how to make things better.

Please be kind to yourself!!!!

Stop eating all the biscuits !

;-)

i want to die too. i don't feel the same way others do though. i'm calm and collected. i am finding a morbid peace with it. anyway. thats me. i don't think you shoudl do it. suicide is not normal. and its not something you can take back. if you really want to die you should not do it. wait. and you sure don't look fat in your picture. you look cute. ;D

fat and worthless?

I hope you do not think of fat people as being worthless.

Curious, do you have an eating disorder?

Stirb nicht vor mir!! (don't die before I do)

I want to die too- doesn't it just suck when everyone else says it's going to get better?

If I want to die anyway, I'm thinking about just doing a bunch of stuff like it doesn't matter, whatever the fuck I want. May you should try it too.