I usuually try not to put to many things up here that are very personal and keep things sort of light, but here goes and I am not sure if it is even the best thing to do.

I live here in America where the health system can be a challenge. A little over a year ago I was dx'ed w/ Bp at the same time I was going through a divorce.During the last year I was able to cobra off of my ex-husbands insurance for treatmets and prescriptions but time has run out for that and I can no longer afford the 698.00 insurance premiums and the 500.00 dollar a month meds bills which means I will have to go of my meds. I am looking into different drug companies to try to get samples and I talked to my old p-doc as recently as today to see if they would give me samples until I can find some other way to stay medicated. but part of the problem is that I was what they call an independent contractor which means I paid my taxes differently than you would if you paid on a w-2, I paid them jointly at the end of the year jointly with my ex which gives me less credit for what I paid in because we shared the payments as investors so I got rooked in the long run.I have gone to the county psyche ward to get precriptions for my meds where i had to wait in line for up to 12 hours just to get the scripts but most of my meds aren't generic and until I can find another job with some type of health plan, I can't afford the costs of the meds and I have been looking for a job for over 6 months even through a broken foot.I have tried to apply to as many programs as possible but nothing is helping with the costs of meds. I have even been in the psyche ward 3 times in the last year. My Idea was this, I know that so may of us try different meds that our bodies can't tolerate and i thought that if any of the meds that I take might be meds that you couldn't use maybe you could forward them on. You see my ex is taking me back to court about some lingering things with our divorce and i am going to have to act as my own attorney and I am afraid that without the meds I might lose it. so here goes, I take:

1. 100 mgs Lamictal once a day in the morning
2. 10 mg's Abilify in the morning once a day
3. Seroquel 300 mg at bedtime once a day
4. and .05 of Klonipin up to 3 times a day but I think that valium or xananx would suffice.
5 On occassion I also have to take some pain meds for migraine headaches.

Keep in mind that I do have scripts and I am not trying to deal and I really don't know what the laws are but I am despaerate and the hearing involves my child and where she and I will live had the papers were served less than a week ago and I only have until the 19th or I wouldn't ask for hand me down meds but I am desperate.If you have any options message me privtely and we can talk. Thanks.

Steph