I have had the last 2 days to stay home and hide out, but I am just getting ready to run out the door to a full day of activities.....AND I'M A MESS!!!! I have no idea how I am going to make it through the next 10 hours? What I really want to do is stay home and cancel my life...everything...including my meds, which probably are making me feel this way....aaahhh!!! I used to enjoy having a life but I am finding the days getting harder and harder to deal with. I appreciate the fact that how ever I'm feeling and whatever action I take on DS we have all been there at least once and you all understand me, my friends and family don' t get the final picture...like how I'm feeling right now....aaahhhhh!!!! Hey, thanks for all the wonderful posts, they are uplifting in so many ways. Thanks guys. xooxxoxoox
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