I have been going through a very bad time in my life I thought by now I would be getting over it. I left a very bad abusive long term relation ship last year she hooked on pain pills! Where talking Dr. Jeckel and Mr. Hyde mostly Mr. Hyde Where talking Major Mr. Hyde!
I couldnt take her using me for money and the lying and the rages and flipping out and having melt downs anymore.
In January while I was in Oregon she called me and confermed a story that sombody had told me that he had gotten pregnant. It was all could do not to go down to the beach and blow my brains out! I seriously thought about it. I found out later there was no way she could of gotten pregnant she had her tubes cut and burned 20 years ago, Its 100 effective if she had been pregnant she would had to go to the hospital. she did it to get back at me.

Last year I would put up jokes and you guys where all over it one time I had 45 hits. It was really good therepy for me when I can make sombody laugh it makes my day.

I really don;t have any freinds in the God forsaken town and no life. I tried to get my son and my ex's daughter together for a cue and all I have been is lied to and both of them have turned there backs on me. My son is leaving for Salt Lake in two weeks I just wanted a barbacue with him and Karisa I miss them both so bad, I have known Karis since she was 7 she will allways be the daughter I never had. I miss them both so much:{.

I have been tryingn to put up really good jokes for you guys and have been getting few if any reponses I just makes me more bummed out and depressed.

I guess you guys are tired of my jokes. I put up that really good one of the AV gas and the Aircraft techs and got just 5 hits and that was it. I guess there must be a lot of despair on here also.

I have chatted with some really good people on here and you guys have loved my off the wall shit! I just seemed to blend in here and you have always wellcomed me with open arms here.

Last year I did somthing on here that I should of been banned for good !We wont go into it. I put a letter of apoligy on here and you guys forgave me. You guys are just freekin ausum.


Enough of my crap on here just going through a very tough time my business is really slow and I cant get the old fire bird sold I bought last year and fixed up I am very grate full for all my blessing I have a roof over my head and three sqaures a day and good health. I truly am blessed by God.

I will be moving on don't know where but I guess you guys are just tired of me and my dumb jokes.

Take care you guys Roger