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So, I'm in this acting class. I have gone back to school, so I'm at a community college and I'm taking some classes. Now, it's hard for me to meet people at school because I'm 23 and most kids (there are a number of adults too) are fresh out of high school. Last summer, i dated a 19 year old... na didn't work out. I just recently got involved with a 20 year old... we didn't have anything in common. Oh and he's my scene partner. Our scene is almost finished, we need to pick new partners. I have someone in mind, he's the best actor I saw on stage and I'd love to work with his level of dedication. But here's the problem. I think he is so fine, he really revvs my engine. I think he's hott, I think he's sexy, I think he's a good actor, and I want him. I love his manner, and his creative state of being. Now there's a program called the MET school. It's for kids to go instead of high school, they go here and do internships and the like. Well this one I'm lookin' at I found out happens to be in the MET school.... he's in HIGH SCHOOL!!! Damn it! Well, oh well. But should I still ask him to be my partner? I think it would be fun to work with his level of energy and enthusiasm. But I don't know if I could act and put on a facade like I never really noticed him other than his performance. Maybe I should just steer clear. Damn it I wish I was 18.
I wish I was normal... I've been... taken advantage of in the worst way (I just don't want to say the word) more than once actually(while unstable) and I recently experimented with having sex I had to tell the other person so they were aware of things and after a while of doing it, I got a bit emotional, like I was fine, but I started to eat a ton. So I don't know if I can have casual sex. I wish I could, because I have the urges... boy do I have the urges... but I don't know if I could just come onto him and have that fun experience the way I want to :( plus, how do you not get attached to someone after having sex with them a few times...?
for crying out loud you are only 23!!! dammit what i would give to be 23 again and i would take all the fine young men. i did here and there, but then i had to do the "older" ones, because i thought they had something the younger ones didnt... WRONG!!! guys 28 didnt know how to go down until completion.. ive met 30 something year olds who dont...
oh for youth sake. i had perfect skin and hair and tits, my tits were great. and legs. and skin. and the men, gorgeous. no pot bellys, no hair blowing from their nose in the breeze. no bald spots or dirty teeth, just awesome pecs and ass and hair and teeth and they knew how to kiss.
what is it with older men.. its like they forgot how to kiss. i have kissed some of the worse kissers ever over the past year and a half, from toad tongue. to tonsil hockey guy, to, bit my lip till it bled dude. to, didnt know tongue was still used after thirty guy.... now i have just flat out given up. there is no more passionate kissing. no butterflies, its all gone... so my point... get it while you can.
If you dont at least try... if he is legal.. i will for you...
If you're so very attracted to him more or less from a distance, being up close and personal with him will make him MUCH harder to resist. Probably TOO hard to resist.
I think it's much better to save sex until after you've got a bit of a relationship going, but that's just me.
A couple of the things you've said, though, make me think that purely casual sex might not be such a good thing for your mental health. Maybe taking it slow is better for you.
As to the age difference, well, for the love of God, keep your paws off him if he's underage!!!!!
If he's not underage, Hahahahahahahaha!!!! Think back on this when you're older!!!!
From my perspective, there's barely any difference at all between the two of you, when it comes to age!!! It's all relative, LOL!!!
For what it's worth, my 33 year old daughter is three years older than her husband and I think she was 21 and he was 18 when they first went out!!!
I WILL say this about the age difference, though. Women do mature faster than men, generally speaking. Some guys his age are pretty mature -- others are not!!!
When you're dating -- not just if it's this guy, but with ANY guy -- pay more attention to how 'old' they SEEM, rather than how 'old' they ARE!!! (As long as they're not minors, LOL!)
and i agree with you about the casual sex point. casual sex is hard on the soul, more for women than men, its chemical, biological and most cant escape it.
but being an acting partner is a good way to see if romance is possible.