I have hit an all time low. I am having trouble with overeating, I am having many physical problems and my depression has just spiraled out of control. I am also having financial difficulties. While I am grateful to have a job, The job that I do have a stressing me out immensely. I am expected to do the work of three people I have no energy and I feel like crap. I feel like crying most of the time but the ironic thing is that I don't I can't cry. I work with people who are total idiots. One of the guys is a total jerk and the other one is a woman and she cackles all day. She sounds like a laughing hyena. I have to turn on Pandora with my headphones and blast the shit just to drown her out. And then of course there's the world events making me feel anxious. I wish that God would just come and get me. I really don't want to be here anymore. My life feels empty and like I have no purpose. Nothing brings me joy anymore. I wish I could just get in my car and start driving and not look back.