Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
That's what my fiance told me last night....that I don't care. It's true. I don't care enough about myself to get into the shower and do my hair and makeup. I've looked like shit for a long time and it only gets worse b/c I have no reason to even doll myself up. It's just the same thing day in and day out.
I try to get some things done in the house, and I neglect them for days and days. I finally do something to try and be productive, but it doesn't matter. No one appreciates it and I have to do it all over again within a couple of days. Hard to muster up the motivation to do something when no one appreciates it.
I don't even try to look good for my fiance anymore. Maybe that's why our relationshit is falling to pieces. I'm going to try to do a little more and hopefully that's the answer, but I really don't feel like doing anything. I don't care enough about anything to really want to do it.
I try to get some things done in the house, and I neglect them for days and days. I finally do something to try and be productive, but it doesn't matter. No one appreciates it and I have to do it all over again within a couple of days. Hard to muster up the motivation to do something when no one appreciates it.
I don't even try to look good for my fiance anymore. Maybe that's why our relationshit is falling to pieces. I'm going to try to do a little more and hopefully that's the answer, but I really don't feel like doing anything. I don't care enough about anything to really want to do it.
I found once I'd had a shower I started to feel a little better, and then a routine of doing maybe just one thing a day and slowly building it up helped me xx