I’m keeping up with your posts. I have no advice. I am praying for you. That’s all I can do. But if you are choosing not to go to the hospital, “hang in there” is the best you can do

Why is he reducing your meds? Is he replacing them with something else? Detoxing from meds is difficult--- you may not have a choice but to go to ER to balance out -- my doctor always tapers me off a med slowly and we decide together what replaces it- I went of seroquel but we had other meds in place to ensure I was ok to taper off--- I am unsure of your treatment--- but if you don't feel you can handle it go to ER-- ((hugs)) polar

I think you need to worry about yourself. Obviously you need help so go get some by refusing going to hospital is just like shooting yourself in the foot. Sounds like you are not getting any better so go to hospital.

Go to emerg….. See an emergency physician and let tell them what you're writing on here...…


If you need to be admitted the doctor will give you a note for your work..... These are your choices TC....

You can go to emerg or not …. It might help you to be inpatient


You wrote " I truly wish God would take me.... I don't want to be here anymore"


You say you're ill and 'losing it'..... Then seek help for it... How can we not suggest you go to emerg….. You will be off work sick that's all …...xo

You wrote that you don't have the 'luxury' of being in the hospital.... No one here believes that being in the hospital is a luxury....

It's a place that people go to when they're really ill in order to get better

What would you do if you had a heart attack??…. If you need to be in the hospital then you should go

Please "take a deep breath"

From what you've written, you are dealing with several factors contributing to your mental, and physical illnesses... driving you beyond the ability to cope with.

First, psy drug withdrawal, then physical pain. Add on, job and family crap.Your psy dr, your family, your job are not being supportive.

You Need to be proactive to have your needs met. The hospital er will not 'admit you' until you are examined, and they will not put you into a psy/ward unless you are suicidal.

Perhaps if you did go to er, get a note for a leave of absence, then you could get help for your physical pain...back...and prn for your withdrawal symptoms. I can't say for certain...but would think a "medical" absence would give you the ability to hold on to your job.

I can visualize you pulling your hair out.....and I do feel for you being on your own...it's Not Easy! The choice is yours....best answers leading to helping yourself, please come to you!

I just wanted to clarify that I did not mean that it was a “” luxury” To be in the hospital. My pdoc Makes it sound like I can just “” go to inpatient or intensive outpatient”, like it’s something I can just do. He doesn’t get the fact that I just started a new job and I don’t have the ability to just take time off. Especially since he could be helping me himself, and doesn’t seem to give a shit. I told him when he wanted me to come out from these medications that I was starting a new job and I needed to be able to be clearheaded And what really pisses me off is the fact that he wanted me to go off from these meds because my QT Was elongated, and here I am going through hell, I find out that my QT is still elongated and then I’m going through with drawl to top it off and he has nothing to say now about my QT. I just don’t know what this idiot is trying to prove.