Often when I get depressed i don't wanna go outside, afraid to face ppl. Most of the time now I am tired all the time and just want to sleep and don't have the energy to do anything. Coffee is not working anymore. I have a soon to be 1 yr old so it's been hard for me to take care of him.. I feel like he is not getting the attention he deserves and I know when I am like this I should be taking care of him better than I do, I can't help how I feel. Sometimes I think because I have been like this for years that I just want to be like this ,because of being scared to be like anything else. Or because I am used to it, and not sure or able to cope any other way. House work doesnt get done and just everything falls on the waist side. I just wanna sleep right now as I type this.
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