Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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LoddyAoddylo
LoddyAoddylo
This is formerly LoddyA and Chichibas.I canceled my previous account because someone in one of the groups devastated me emotionally.I'm writing tonight because I'm going to the hospital tomorrow if I meet the criteria (I didn't "pass" today).My emotional pain has gotten so bad that my caregiver noticed (I'm ashamed to admit this,but I actually wet my bed early this morning).When the crisis worker asked me today if I had thoughts of hurting myself,and I thought she met right that minute. But I have had thoughts about cutting myself. Please don't be mad at me but I don't want to live anymore without "Roger" (his real name is Paul. He said we were one person and led me to believe we'd get married.
Please pray for me or send me good thoughts,whatever you normally do when someone makes a cry for help.
It's good to be back.
LoddyAoddylo
LoddyAoddylo
thank you so much Sunshyne
deleted_user
deleted_user
Nothing to be ashamed of Chichi/Loddy. It sucks when people take advantage of another's good nature. I hope you get the help you need and give yourself time to heal from the hurt he inflicted on you.

Better to know now than to know how much worse it might have been if he had of gone so far as to marry you.

This is the best I have to offer in a way of showing you that you're not alone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXh6wFhzN-8 (((BBH)))
Nester4U
Nester4U
I'm so sorry someone hurt you with what they said. Words can be so cruel at times. I hope your pain eases up soon. BIG HUGS!!
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady
big big ((((hugs))))) for you! I'm sorry you are hurting. Please be kind to yourself and take extra special care of YOU. We will be thinking of you...
spacekat
spacekat
I'm so sorry you're feeling down. I hope the hospital realizes what needs you have right now and that someone there makes the right decision. I hope you're sleeping right now ... rest is so good for the soul. Holding you in my thoughts.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Massive hug for you sweetie....I'm glad you're reaching out for the help that you need.... You are in my prayers...xo
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